Happy Father’s Day to all the wonderful men providing and loving their offspring! Enjoy your blessings. Enjoy your fathers if you are fortunate to have a fantastic one!
This is another beautiful day to another lovely weekend.
I had quite the consumed Saturday. This week, after yet again seeing the engine check light come on my car dashboard, I decided to put away the fear I held onto regarding my financial situation. I flushed it down the toilet!
You see, as many in the country, my finances took a turn for the worst six years ago. It has been a bit of a roller coaster to reach a better position than I have ever known. Despite my downfalls, I have been fortunate to become self-employed and acquire a new home recently. I express gratitude for this always. Still, I mulled over trading in my vehicle for my dream car. This is a process I began last year, at which time the first attempt fell through. Let’s face it. If you choose to commit to make monthly payments to a financing company, it well should be for a machine you want to enjoy for an extended period.
Toward the end of last week, as I annoyingly stared at the red engine light, I had a moment with my 2006 Scion TC I acquired in September 2005 and told her goodbye. I explained to her it was time for us to go our separate ways. I appreciate the moments we shared and that she had been extremely good to me for over a decade. I am, however, a bit older now and must pass her to a teenager. Mama needs a big girl’s car!
My desire was the logical next step to be in control of my feelings and manifest my wish. I stopped stressing over money. The reality is money is simply an energy. We can choose to create more of it or be in situations where we lose it all. It is a choice. Creating abundance is a choice. The very moment you say YES, the Universe will show you how to create more it, perpetually.
Amazed that one bank offered me an avenue to bring my wish to fruition, I decided to let go of trying to control the outcome. I shifted my negative patterns and much as I did when I was a little girl, I had fun with the process. I laughed and had a blast with the saleswoman at the dealership during the four hours we spent together.
The truth is, worrying about whether bringing my dream car home would become an absolute in my life is probably part of the reason it did not come to pass in 2016. I created blocks around it. As I shared with my younger brother, I went to test drive a beautifully equipped luxury vehicle and told myself if I drove away with it that very day, great. If not, I know I have financing approval and able to obtain an item of my choice.
I appreciated the moment yesterday and grew to learn the importance of detaching from the outcome. I gave love and romance to myself by treating ME to something I have wanted for some time. All this allows me to be in a better place to continuously spread love throughout each day.
I am not a person who believes that money is the root of all evil. It all depends on what one chooses to do with money. Having his or her energy positively aligned with money is also another way an individual can be open to be of service to the rest of humanity, thereby, again, diffusing more unconditional love.